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Just great...
Oct. 8th, 2007 06:10 pmI'm friggin sleep deprived because my damn Unknown server decided to go down just as I'm going to bed last night. It's not like it was uber critical to fix the thing. We have seven servers afterall, but no, I feel compelled to revive it asap.
We still don't know what the hell happened, possibly a firewall issue, but I lost about 2 hours of sleep wrestling with the damn ircd thinking all the ports were in use. So tonite, I get off early, I'm thinking either try to write or maybe go to bed early, and damned if Ace doesn't coerce me into playing a Clue tourney <_<...
Yeah, I know, I'm a league admin and I should do my duty and all, but meh. The league wouldn't even have been revived if it wasn't for me. I should get a pass :p
Ah well, at least I won the thing.
Course, now we're having another one <_<
One of these days, I need to actually start doing my job as games administrator at Caelestia again... not like 90% of staff does anything, but 90% of staff also doesn't really care if we become a great IRC network or not, cause they are just there to hang out. Why do I have to be possessed with this stupid desire to actually matter in some way?
Even an Underdog needs a break now and then. Then again, it's pretty well been proven that I'm just not happy unless I have way more to do than I can possibly get done... Damn my type A personality :(
Why can't I learn to relax and be happy doing it?
We still don't know what the hell happened, possibly a firewall issue, but I lost about 2 hours of sleep wrestling with the damn ircd thinking all the ports were in use. So tonite, I get off early, I'm thinking either try to write or maybe go to bed early, and damned if Ace doesn't coerce me into playing a Clue tourney <_<...
Yeah, I know, I'm a league admin and I should do my duty and all, but meh. The league wouldn't even have been revived if it wasn't for me. I should get a pass :p
Ah well, at least I won the thing.
Course, now we're having another one <_<
One of these days, I need to actually start doing my job as games administrator at Caelestia again... not like 90% of staff does anything, but 90% of staff also doesn't really care if we become a great IRC network or not, cause they are just there to hang out. Why do I have to be possessed with this stupid desire to actually matter in some way?
Even an Underdog needs a break now and then. Then again, it's pretty well been proven that I'm just not happy unless I have way more to do than I can possibly get done... Damn my type A personality :(
Why can't I learn to relax and be happy doing it?
